feel satisfied after advicing one of my special fren~

ok.. 1stly.... our mr J hav juz reach his new college yesterday.. n he called me to chat for awhile yesterday... den today.. i think... may b he is damn boring n almost wanna bcom a crazy guy( due to his style~) finally, he find me to chat as to him... i can be his bored buster tat time gua... haha... den after we chat about his stuff... he suddenly ask me got go to view jia ping's blog o not... den i say no... den i ask is it she got mentioned my name in her blog? he say yes... den.. i realise wat did she write about..hehe~~ caz.. yesterday, i juz hav a chat wit her~

quite a .... meaningful chat wit her.... n i was so happy tat... she found tat chat is a comfort chat... i din really realize tat my words will make her realise so many things... it do really meant a lot to me too... n i m so admire about jia ping's attitude... not scared about hurt n juz wan me to tell her straightly... n.. i juz follow to wat she wish to.... i juz tell straightly watever i noe... den after i told her, i ask her is it found it too hurt? if yes, i will juz stop watever we chat about... but, she so tough.. she juz say.. nvm, i wont feel hurt.. juz continue it..i was juz... "wow!" geng!

but say frankly, i din hav cover something at the back... wat i noe... i juz told edi... n i think those r the most important factors... if u need further informations... i think u hav to ask the correct person personally.... caz.. wat i really noe i had told all out edi....

as for me.... u handle tis problem as too serious oso no use.... caz... it just past edi... n wat u hav to do is let the time pass by n juz be who r u... wat i can help, i will do so.. whenever u need me, juz find me... n i m sure tat.. after our mind is mature.. everything will be better.. so.. now too worry oso no use... take ur time...k? 欲速则不达。。

lastly, juz can say, fren, good luck... wat u did in the past, u hav to responsible to it n accept the consequences.... may b is not oni ur fault... but.. juz some thing hav made the thing bcom worse.... therefore, all of us hav to keep in touch n build up a new relationship after all of us had enter pre-u life..... jia you

坦白。。有错吗？

坦白，这两个字。。人人都懂。。但却不是每个人都做得到。。

我曾经说过。。不管怎样。。我都不允许我身边的人受伤害。。我真的有在努力在做。。但。。事情来到这地步。。我的心。。就在坦白与不让身边的人受伤害之间交叉。。坦白，就会直接让朋友受伤。。会短痛。。但。。随着时间的冲淡。。应该会痊愈。。若不坦白，可能可以暂时让朋友不受伤害。。可是。。到最后。。当事情都弄清楚了。。到时的伤害会是更大的。。要怎么补也补不了。。

最后。。选择了。。坦白。。我知道。。心会苦。。也没做到我自己的诺言。。可是。。我的出发点。。应该懂吧？！坦白了和不坦白都会伤害到了。。那。。我只好选。。对你伤害最少的啊。。我只希望。。我身边的人。。都会好好的。。真的。。不想让你们受伤。。

算了。。再解释。。也没用。。总之我情愿自己受伤，都不希望身边任何一个人受伤。。还是那一句fren is my life, my life is for fren..我懂此时此刻，在多的对不起，也没用。。

1st day in kindergarten~

ok guys, my 1st day in kindergarten.... haha! damn nice~ fun~ syok~ n lastly.... CUTIE!!!!

i reach there at 8 sth... den already had a lot of kids reached there n was playing in the big indoor playground... their sound of happiness was fully occupied all over the kindergarten... all of dem r small small in size~~ really so cute!! n when u really din pay attention, u may step one kid there...haha.... n their round round face... full of baby fat~~ cute cute cheeky~u really cant tahan it until u.. muacks.. kiss on their face~~ hehe....u wil feel happy together wit dem when u saw dem smile, laugh, crawling, walking in uncontrollable way, "deh" all the teachers there even me....

den all of us include the teachers n the kids make a circle.. we sang songs... dance...after tat is breakfast time~~ all the kids sat down n must sing a "meal song" b4 dey can eat...haha..damn funny...

after their breakfast, n is time for dem to hav lessons... chinese, english, math, story telling, drawing...den is their 自由活动time~~ dey, play around wit the toys there, drawing, colouring,playing puzzles, building their "castle"..bla bla bla... those things tat look like we really din take is as fun, but den for dem.. yes... dey can find a plenly of fun there...

den is their watching cartoon section... their most interesting part.... today was "Lion King".. haha.. got one small gal so cute...she came to me n say," teacher teacher... i love tis movie... but den i dun wan to watch it.." den i ask y, she said,"caz everytime i watch it i will cry..." caz is quite touching.... yaya, i noe wat she feel.. caz.... she made me think back when i was a small gal.. ya..when i watched it.. i really.. cry badly... caz for me , its really very touching.... my mum n dad always laugh at me until now whenever the movie is showing... haiz.. haha...

den the"small cucumbers" took their shower, drink their milk, n dey went to take a short nap for about 1 n a half hour...after tat, dey still hav to go to eat some apples during tea time~ hehe.. sweet sweet kids...den after some playing section, dey went back one by one...

wow.. wat a syok day.... the feeling is.. kinda...u noe.. haiz.. wanna find some words to describe it.. but den.. is hard.... watching dem come there happily, n watching dem back cheerfully... 有种特别的满足感。。act, small kids can really think so differently to wat we r thinking...their observation is far away better den we r.. tis is a fact.. if not bliv.. try n see.. i juz went there for one day, but den those small cucumber hav made me learn a lot of things.. judge something on the other round.... sometimes dey can think something tat seem simple but we edi ignore it or forgotten.. so, kids r really so meaningful....

successfully in my interview.. bcom kindergarten teacher~

hehe~~ happy~ caz successfully to hav a quite cute n 伟大dejob...haha... actually i hav no idea y i would like to choose to work in a kindergarten... juz tat... like kids gua... so cute.. all small small size der... den walk oso cant walk straight line... want any thing oso wont tell probably.. juz will "deh" ppl or even cry... haha.. so cute...

i work in sg long de one kindergarten..from 8.30 till 6.30pm..start to work tomorow le..... haiz... hav to sleep early n wake up early edi... no more sleep late wake up oso late edi.... hope i really can fall asleep at early night...

n juz hope tat the kids from there will giv me some "cooperate" lo... don make me till cant handle...i will shy shy de leh.... later giv ppl say "children oso cant handle....low..." haha~~ n so i say... kid kid, guai guai ar... don cry too much o~jie jie will sayang u all der... juz tat don pee everywhere k...haha~~

i think children r really really very cute n天真无邪咯。。don u all think tat so?? be kid..so senang.. want wat juz tell...wanna say wat juz say it out.. no nid to consider so many things... not like us now.. say wat... wanna keep on thinking it n repeat many times.. so tat wont say wrong things till hurt ppl.. kids want wat juz point tat n everybody will help dem to get it.. not like us.. want wat hav to think by ourself ...how to get it successfully.. if kids cant get the things tat their wish, they will cry.. n after cry.. they hav forgotten everything... not like us... if we meet problems.. hav to think how to overcome it...cry?? no use.... waste the tears oni.....so.. kids r really really very 幸福。。hope everyone who has kids around u... juz appreciate dem n giv ur fully love to dem....~


p/s: right photo: wat a serious kindergarten teacher.....
left photo : wat wor... kindergarten teacher oso can hav a childish look de ma...hee~

my christmas day 2009 in malacca

tis year.... no more romantic romantic christmas... but den... still good la.... had a warm christmas wit my family....happy oso~ so tis year daddy decided to celebrate our christmas at malacca.. can oso went there to meet my aunt who stay there...

bought quite lot of things from there.. caz very cheap....but.. tis all r still not the most interesting part..the most interesting part is............... I MET THOSE MISS INTERNATIONAL!!! dey oso went to malacca to hav a tour ... haha.... so happy!!! n so lucky!!! muacks... love god...haha!! den i juz took photo wit 5 of dem... miss malaysia is oso one of dem..hehe...happy~ not bad la miss malaysia... qutie nice oso.... she is mix der...chinese n kadazan....i took wit miss from.... german, armenia, argentina, finland n malaysia...the most thing tat made me so proud of it is... 5 fo dem hav won prizes in the competition!!! haha...happy happy~~the champion is miss from german!!! she won 3 prizes... i was get shock caz my dad one day suddenly took the newspaper n ask me izzit these miss international r those i took photos wit dem der....haha... miss from german won the 1st prize , 最清秀奖，最迷人眼睛奖~n miss malaysia oso not bad....第五名，最受欢迎奖，最佳服装奖,miss argentina won最佳浪漫奖，miss finland won最佳光彩奖...

First day in blogger!! new member^^

Hi everyone~ Ya, I m the new member in tis blogger~ n i will start to blog watever happen around me, n my feeling towards some special things...i m a qutie active gal.. so i think i hav quite a lot of things to blog after some activities..is juz tat will i too lazy to blog it o not...hehe.. so... enjoy ya buddies~