Feeling.....

Guys, it has been such a long time i din update my post edi.... b4 tis.... i juz found myself kinda busy..... even open up my laptop to on9 oso i feel no time....but now....

i decided to do tat.... not say i m not busy right now...juz tat....i hav a lot of feeling tat i wanna share it out.....

tis few months.... my life seem had a big big change.... not change in physically.. but literally.... tis is because i had been gone through something tat make my life very different.... if think negatively, ya, it is affecting me negatively... however, i choose to think positively... thus, it make my life hav a new perspective... it actually make me more mature.... i knew wat m i doing... although i dunno whether doing tis decision is a correct one or not, but at least i m choosing the way tat i wont ever ever regret throughout my life..... ya, as my title in my blog, fren is the most important to me right now....fren is my life, my life is for fren.....

to the two tat affect me the most in kmj.... thk for both of u bringing my life in such a differect way..... i m damn so glad tat i having both of u... is u all who change my life, is u all who make my life.....

sorry for doing anything tat make both of u sad.... sorry... and right now, i dunno tis is whether the correct way o not... but at least tis is the way tat can minimise most of the sadness of both of u....(sometimes may be will felt hurt but...sigh~~~ i dunno wat else i can do...) i will juz continue tis way, caz i think tis is the most comfortable way for me.....

its because of u all, i know deeply tat wat fren meant to me..... its because of u all, i will be more appreciate people tat around me... i will be more thkful to the god who present me friends tat around me....its because of u, i learnt tat no matter how hurt it is, i m going to tell out the truth...i m not going to tell lie in order not to hurt u, caz when u reveal the fact, it hurt u the most... u said, if it is really hurt, tell u directly, at least u will juz hurt deeply for awhile... but not to cover the truth caz when u reveal it, u will hurt deeply throughout ur life.... its because of u, i learnt to choose the way tat i feel i am happy, i m comfortable... in certain condition, not to think too much, juz follow my heart.... my feeling.... stay happy always as wat venice yong used to be right??? i knew it...thk for both of u....

now, tis day, tis hour, tis moment, i feel i m the most lucky one.... who having a dear and a good good friend...