Stay to live! live till the max!

Stay to live! live till the max!

Sunday, December 5, 2010

The Works tat we done, is juz... worthy!

officially to announce tat.... congrate to members of 9(basketball players)+5(badminton players)--2B team!!!! We made it!!! we got it!! once again all of us achieve another great thing together!!!! all pass wit 4 flat!!!!!

i felt so happy is not bcaz me myself who got tis great result, but, is all of us who got tis great result!! i think our teachers oso proud of us...haha~~ guys, u all are so great..... keep it up and strike for 2nd sem!!!!

next, sure is thk our teachers who also sacrifice alot for us..... miss ng(a.k.a my god sis), pn chia(a.k.a my "kai ma"), miss oh and mdm lim~~ thk so much... without u all, we wont get tat kind of results... thk....

good job ah bi..... keep it up.... juz bliv tat u can do it and try ur very best to strike ur goal...its juz a beginning.... still hav one more sem to go.... tat one is the most crucial one.... so.... make sure i really work hard of it....

now... another thing is... about future... its time for me to set my future... no more bluring... ah bi... try to make a conclusion... and do nth, except, fighting to achieve ur target... gambateh!!!

Saturday, November 20, 2010

specially for u de post.... HAPPY BDAY, ZI ZI

LIM KANG ZI!!!!! 1stly..... i wish u a very very happy bday!!!!! 18 edi weh..... no more a small kid edi..... grow bigger edi... must "shang shang xing xing", dun make ppl beside u worry about u... especially ur family, ur mummy and daddy..... and of course me....haha! must mature a bit edi la.... but not mean tat u cant go crazy wit ur frens la....(caz when i come back i nid u to go crazy wit me.... juz...WAIT FOR ME!)

I feel a bit guilty and.... not very happy caz u as my bestie...i cant even acc u by ur side to help u celebrate ur bday.....feel ..... not satisfy... haiz...juz cant post in ur wall post in fb, write a post in blog specially for u... and.... juz now trying to call u but cant reach u ..... i will try it later....other den tis....i dunno wat else i can do for u..... sigh~~ useless.... cant even go inti find u caz i m not at home.....feel so sorry about tis.... and i promise u tat after i graduated from kmj, i will celebrate ur bday for every year..... hmm.....

anyway, 18th bday is such a big bday.... fully enjoy it and share ur happiness wit ur frens tat beside u and ur family......

lastly, happy bday again, my lovely zi zi~

Sunday, November 7, 2010

我。。又回来了,KMJ

家人篇

这次回来,有点不舍家了。。。毕竟,这次的放假,是从开学到现在,最长的一次假期。。。我想念的,不是家,不是我的房,不是我温暖的床,不是我可爱的狗狗。。。是,我的家人和中学的朋友。。。

对朋友的想念。。我想我不必多说了。。。你们,心照了吧。。。说多,我怕你们会说我恶心,肉麻。。。哈。。。。

对家人的想念。。。非笔墨所能形容。。。每次回来,你们见到我。。很开心。。在想到底要带我去哪里玩,吃什么好的,补的。。买什么东西给我。。。可是,不孝的我,却每次都让你们见到我的行李,多过见我。。。每次回到来,我都在想,今天到底应该和哪里一帮朋友见面,叙一叙旧。。。想到了,当朋友on,我就on....没有爽约过。。。但,我几何想过,今天应该陪妈妈去哪里。。明天应该陪爸爸去打球。。。。后天和家人去以前常去的餐馆吃晚餐。。。不是没想过,想过,却没做到。。。

在我生命里。。。我每次都把朋友跟家人画上等号。。两者对我都是最重要的。。。可是,每次回到去,都说:“哇!好久没见这个朋友了!一定要去见见她!!”“咦。不知道,她过得怎样了。。一定找他出来喝喝茶,看看近况”可是,我却没有说过;“爸,妈,我好想你们。。。”

一开始,我以为,我大了。。可以自己出去闯了。。。希望daddy,mummy不用担心我。。。我可以自己一个人生活的!是啊,没错,我真的很独立,没要他们担心!!还想做一些事情是让你们为我这个女儿而骄傲!!我也做到了。。。KAKOM参加的是全马的matrics ,我成功获得女单冠军,女双也勉强拿了个季军。。。UPS 拿了3点多。。这是唯一不满意的。。。迟些,不会打排球的我,也竟然拿了排球季军。。。sem 1 的大考,我也尽力去读,考成怎样,还要等成绩出了才懂。。可是,一个人为了梦想而飞,拼命飞,飞久了,也累了。。。突然想回到爸,妈的怀抱。。。还是你们的怀抱,最温暖的。。。最舒服的。。。爸,妈,我飞累了,我想你们了。。

想到这,刚好就是sembreak 的时候。。。真的很开心,很欣慰,见到daddymummy 都是老样子。。肥肥的,胖胖的。。。健康的。。。开心的。。。我真的真的不准你们任何一个跟我瘦下来。。。都要健健康康的!!

爸,妈,对不起。。。每次回到去,都会先以朋友为重。。。因为我觉得。。。朋友,很难有机会见面。。所以。。应该去见见他们。。。可是,朋友又这边一堆,那边一堆。。见面不是一天就见完所有的朋友。。。直到,有一天,我载着妈妈,经过以前我们时常经过的路。。妈咪突然对我说:“阿bi,你知道吗?你没回来这么久,我就这么久没经过这条路了。。。还有,最近背痒,没人帮我抓痒。。还真的蛮痛苦的。。。”daddy也说。。:“bi,你好像。。很久没陪爸爸去打球了。。。今晚要陪爸爸去打球吗?”我听了。。心都揪起来了。。。。没错。。以前,我在他们身旁时,的确,差不多每天,载着妈咪,走过那条路。。一起去吃早餐。。。吃完了,再走另一条路,去打包给狗狗吃的东西。。。晚上,妈咪背会很痒。。。都是我。。。每次都不愿意的帮她抓痒。。。每次抓不到一下,就心不甘,情不愿,问:“到底好了没啊??好累啊!!”终于抓完了痒,妈咪又会要求。。。帮她按摩。。我有时推掉,有时帮她按一下。。而爸爸呢,我每次都说。。:“爸,你那边打得uncle全部有时到,有时又没到。。。都不好打的。。”过后就没陪爸爸去了。。。

大了,懂事了。。回到去,不管前一晚有多迟睡,有多累,第二天,会很早怕起来,叫醒妈咪,一起去吃早餐。。。载着她,走平常走过的路。。。她没说什么,上扬的嘴角,证明我做的一切,都值得,不管有多累。。。晚上,自己问,咪,你的背痒吗??然后自动帮她抓痒。。顺便按摩。。。至于daddy呢,不管当天和朋友出去玩到有多累,脚走了多久,多远的路。。尤其是自己搭车回家。。。我都会赶紧到时间,回到家,问爸爸:“今天有得打羽球吗??我要打!我还要配你!!帮你杀完全场!!”爸爸没说什么,笑笑,点个头。。。坐爸爸车,去以前的中学打球。。近近的距离,竟然可以累得睡着。。。到了,爸爸叫我起身,他说:“其实你那么累,不用勉强自己陪我打的!!”伸个懒腰,我说,“爸,我哪里累!我养个神,等下才可以集中全力,帮你赢到底啊!!你明白我的苦心咩??”然后,爸爸大笑,我也大笑了。。。当天打球,脚步尽管是很浮,气有多么的短,我都撑到底。。。虽然脚是很累了。。。全身也精疲力尽了。。。但看到爸爸在胜利后的微笑,一切,也是值得的。。。

我这么小的付出。。一点都不算什么。。。比起爸爸,妈妈的付出。。。我的简直微不足道。。。这次回来了。。。我会重整我的心情。。。在好好努力向前冲!!我不知道我是否可以成为最优秀的学生,但我可以尽全力去拼,去闯。。。不会让你们所做的一切,白白浪费。。。

这次回去,我懂了一个道理。。。孩子们出去闯,孩子需要学会独立。。。家长们,也需要学会独立。。。他们需要学会,在没有孩子陪伴的日子里也好好,开心度过每一天。。。

今天下午,出门前,跟我又爱又恨的姐姐来个深深拥抱。。。她要我好好读书。。我回答她说,:“姐,你很长气。。我会的啦!还有,每次回来你都投诉我整天睡过去你的枕头!(因为她搬来和我睡。。)过了今天,又没有人跟你抢枕头了哦!好好做猪吧你。。。”抱完了,她马上转回头,进房间了。。她又哭了。。。我没哭。。因为我知道。。我很快可以回来和你抢枕头了。。。
爸爸妈妈,送我回college前,停在一间餐馆吃东西,他们叫了好料,我喜欢的菜,和平是没叫过的药材鸡。。我问他们为什么叫这个?他们异口同声说,要补好你的身子。。一个人在外面,不是时常有得补。。。我点了头,坐着一旁,没说什么。。药材鸡来时,我第一个舀来吃。。一直吃,吃到饱为止。。。我知道daddy mummy的用心良苦。。那只鸡。。我吃了它的两只鸡腿。。喝了很多药材汤。。。

回之前。。。爸爸抱着我,在我头上轻轻说,阿bi,好好读,专心读。。还说了一句超级老套的话。。可是对我来说,它从此成了我的座右铭。。。要光宗耀祖。。。我听了,心里流泪了。。。故意开玩笑,问爸爸光宗耀祖四个字,到底怎么写啊??爸爸也开玩笑说,耀是要不要的要,祖是煮东西的煮。。整天想着“煮”就会吃多多。。。等下回来变肥肥你就知道!!哈!!妈咪也来个深深的拥抱。。。每次抱的时候会闻下我的颈。。说。。:“这么大了,还有baby的味道!!”哈!!大家就在哈哈大笑的情况下。。离别了。。他们上了车。。遥遥手,走了。。

回到房间。。我忍住了。。可是,视线还是有点模糊了。。。

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Bio Experiment-disecting a rat!

actually... disecting for me is not tat horrible.... caz 1st time i tried it b4 during secondary school... disecting a frog.... juz tat... thing tat make me feel very geli for the 1st time is we nid to pick one frog out from one big plastic bag which fully filled wit so many frogsssss!!!!oh gosh... tat the thing tat make me feel vomit.....

now... i thought tat we nid to pick one rat out from one big plastic bag which is oso fully filled wit rat!!! but actually is not la... the science assistant help to make the rat fainted 1st and put it in a container.... not tat much... around 10 rats..... (phewwwww...... luckily not like 1st time.... who noes actually is not like 1st time leh?? once u got tat experience, sure u think tat tis time will be exactly like last time right.... if really like 1st time..i think i cant stand wit it... bcaz tis time is not frog! is rat! got fur!!! yuck!)

one frog suppost to be two ppl disect it together... but, my fren, one team wit me, scared to disect it! so... no choice, i hav to disect it myself.... den she juz help me a bit by a bit, caz she really scared to disect an animal~ha... the thing i cant tahan is the S-M-E-L-L!!!!!!! the smell was so so terrible...i think until now i still can rmb the smell~the smell is so suphocating...bluacks.... after the experiment, we nid to wash our hands using dettols.... i wash my hands for around 10 mins... juz to get rid off the smell... and! i dunno go where to find a fresher in the lab and i myself spray almost half of it on my body!!!!!! i dunno y and i juz cant stand wit the smell!

lets see photos....

tis it my fren's rat... the magniying glass there is the babies~~ this rat's babies quite big edi... i think almost can giv birth edi... but giv us dissect edi... so cham.....but not we wish right... for experimental purpose....
the thin tube tat surrond the rat is not tubes found outside... is one of the organ inside the rat.. guess wat???? get it???? is...... small intestine!!!!! damn long!!! teacher help me to pull it till din putus... and i go and surrond the rat... ha... if i pull it myself sure will putus de lo....


my rat.... got 9 small babies arrange nicely in the uterus... can count it??
the heartzz

disect the brain
cerebellum, cerebrum, medulla oblongata...

Thursday, August 19, 2010

My Life in KMJ~

Ha.... long long time ago i din blog edi.... now oni i feel wanna blog sth on my bloggie.... i din even mention tat i m studying in kmj since the day i be in kmj....

KMJ -kolej matrikulasi johor, it is situated in tangkak,johor. Although is in johor, but is juz take about one and half hour to reach here from kajang. About the environment in tis college, i m not going to touch here, if keen to know, juz go to my profile and see the photos i took in the college. Overall, not bad la.... fresh air, big lake, big compound, big kuliah, quite a lot of sport facilities....(the most important is got badminton court la... hehe) BUT!!!!!! the cafe is juz so suckssssss....... the fies are everywhere.... the cats are everywhere... somemore the cats here are all fatter den us.... all may be feed too much by their ppl..... lolz.... hate the flies and cats here so much!

now talk about my friends here.... a gang of kmj.... combination of basketball and badminton gang~ feel very very happy tat i noe each of dem here.... i really appreciate our relationship tat built up at here... be wit dem, its simple, happy ,fun, no pressure,enjoy and almost all the time tat we be together is full of laugh.... really feel comfortable be wit dem.... guys, i will never ever forget u all.... oh ya, almost all of us from tis gang is from selangor..... kajang, banting and kl....
tan yong qi, annabella diong, tan qiu siang, tan lee lien, thang sue sien, phan pei fong, vidiana....... before kakom, we train hardly for our team..... during kakom, we played and tried our best for our team, after kakom, we still be wit each other, and we even noe each other more deeply.... thk KAKOM... is the kakom bring us closer to each other, is the kakom giv us the chance to play together, work hard together, training together, sweating together, facing problem and pressure together, solve the problems together, sharing the happiness together, even sharing the sadness together, laugh together, sad together, bath together, sleep together, take meal together, brushing our teeth together,be late to any of activities tat organize by our ketua of pengurus pasukan, being punished by the pengurus together yet still taking the conclusion,rather to sleep late a bit and let dey all punish, caz is juz pulling our ears,going down and up...XD somemore got alot a lot of things tat we did together....... really....all of u is very meaningful to me.... best frens and dudes forever....

talk about teachers.... all chinese teachers here treat us really really good.... kinda good tat i cant find any words to described it.... Pn Chia( chemistry unit), Miss Ng( math unit), Pn Lim( math unit), Miss Oh( math unit).... etc.... dey sayang our gang most, and of course, our gang sayang back these teachers the most... muackss...hehe...thk a lot for teaching us things tat we din understand... thk for taking care all of us before and during kakom... thk for not complaining us tat almost everyday go to staffroom and kacau u all( actually is asking questions + kacau la) thk a lot... ur sacrifice towards students we noe it.... we feel it... nth to say much, juz thk our beloved teachers.....

my new life in kmj, i learnt quite a lot of things.... making my mind more mature, making myself more independently.... lastly, feel comfortable in tis new place wit all my besties tat i knew here and teachers here... i will enjoy having my life here for another 8 months to go....

Thursday, April 29, 2010

我的团体生活,St. JOHN AMBULANS SMJK YU HUA

没错。。没有stjohn, 就没有现在的我。从这里,学了很多,很多。。经历过别人可能没有经历过的体验。。那些回忆,到现在。。依然清晰。。就算变得模糊,也很扎实。。心里有着强烈的感觉。。曾经。。我们每个人,心里都燃烧着一把火。。。大家曾经不顾一切,一起奋斗到底,一起去完成某件事情,某个目标。。虽然困难重重,但我们就是从来没有放弃过,杀出一个生路。。直到达到目标为止。。虽然当中,难免会有争执。。。但是到现在,竟然成了美好及经典的画面。。。

朋友们,在stjohn 生涯里,如果没有大家的扶持,大家的谅解,我们就不可能可以风风光光的在form5结束我们的stjohn 生涯。。在stjohn 里,是个大家庭,每个人都有自己应该扮演的角色。。没有说谁的角色比较重要。。大家都那么重要。。不能少了任何一个人。。还有,一件很开心地事,那就是,不管发生什么事,到最后,大家都为大局着想,发挥团队精神。。这就是让我觉得值得光荣的。。呵呵!!

一起上1st aid course,一起学tepukan, 还因为我们育华stjohn 的tepukan 实在太好听,而引以为傲~~哈哈。。一起考试,成为真实的stjohn member, 参加division camp,三十人kawad 大赛(现在想起来都很佩服我们自己。。怎么可以在酱热的太阳底下kawad....) , division competition, pesta angpau, pesta tanglung..一直到我们开始搞自己的pesta angpau...division camp 我们再也不是ahli 了。。 而是ketua or penolong ketua.... 再来就开始被ajk选来当calon...过后就成为了ajk... 搞属于我们自己轰轰烈烈的divisioncamp!!!!!!真地很难忘。。。难忘。。。想不到别的形容词了。。就只想到四个字。。轰轰烈烈!!!哈哈~"雪欢记"!!! 搭属于自己的台,在草场中间搭属于我们的“度假村”,画整个盖完候车亭的banner,选主题曲,编舞,练舞,开一大堆的会。。过了camp,就搞division competition,ajk course.... 接着。。就把火把,交给下一任ajk了。。。就这样。。结束了stjohn 的生涯。。用字来形容的话,看起来很少活动而已。。可是。。实际上,这些活动弄得我们的时间满满的。。差点透不过气来。。经历了很多很多。。不能用笔墨来形容。。。现在回想回去。。有点感触。。但却很满足。。至少我们。。每个的心都是满满的美好回忆。。对吧??

还记得我们开会的情景吗??camp 的开会。。一开始,是规规矩矩的。。先举手,后说话。。可是当我们说到某些很激动的话题时,大家似乎咽着自己的一口气。。可是,忍到很辛苦时,就把所有东西爆发出来了。。而当其他朋友又不赞同时,也会当面说清楚。。场面搞到很僵。。有几次直接就吵了出来。。吵到拿来喊的~~哈哈。。有几次就是说到很感触。。甚至有感动到哭出来的。。。场面超级感动。。呵呵。。有不少我们的男子兵。。。也献出了他们首次,未被人家看过的“男人泪”哦!!!呵呵。。好啦。。我说出来,不是要让大家献丑还是什么的。。只是说,不管经历多大的狂风暴雨,我们的感情依然那么坚固。。而那些,以前我们觉得很尴尬,很难堪,很羞耻的画面,这些点点滴滴竟然是现在让我们最难忘的回忆。。这些的不完美,造就了我们每个人记忆里的完美。。

虽然这些时光,是不可能倒流的啦。。但是,我们朋友在这里建立的感情,可不是盖的!!!非比寻常的坚固!!只想说,朋友们,很开心在stjohn 认识到你们!!从来没有后悔过认识你们~有福同享,有难同当的朋友!!

接下来,为大家介绍我们的飞机帮!!实力超强!!overall champion!! kawad 好到被pegawai拿来玩,pegawai 喊 koman,他们做!!1st aid 的knowledge,也不是盖的!各个实力都差不多一样!deng deng deng deng~~

satu - KOH KIM JIE
dua - YONG KAH WAI
tiga - YIM KOON JIAT
empat - TAN NGIAP HSIANG
lima - WONG JIA JUN


他们五个的照片呢。。我本身是没有啦。。迟点如果拿到的话就会补上去啦~~
锦杰嘛,做起事来超认真的!!是我们stjohn 的哲理大师!带来了很多经典名句。。everybody loves everybody..呵呵。。说真的,你当pengerusi时,我从你身上学了很多东西。。所以。。谢啦~你是个很好的领导人哦~要继续发挥你的本能哦!!

家玮咧。。没什么好多说啦。。就。。个子高高,眼睛眯眯。。还很期待大家说他像韩国人咯。。(这是什么欲望啊???哈哈)人工呼吸是他的强项咯。。

宽杰。。。哼~~说到你啊。。就离不开“恶心”这两个字。。不是你恶。。是你每次都和waiwai 做些很恶的东西。。。哈哈!!每个人都已经不行了。。你们却越玩越兴奋耶!!!你啊。。到现在还是那么爱玩哦?? 哈哈。。不过很开心认识到你啦。。很爱玩咯你。。。
业祥!!!! 是我们的老爷!!!!!!哈哈。。。老爷!!!!!!!!!!!我有一次喊你,你竟然被吓倒!!!!!!哈哈哈。。。太好笑了你。。我超爱欺负你的~~老爷。。哈哈!!他哦?每个人心中的好好先生,老实人,正人君子。。

至于这个嘛。。。可以不用介绍了。。跳下一个。。。哈哈哈!!!(他一定是在骂我了。。哈!)好啦。。介绍啦。。介绍啦。。黄家俊同学。。。我们都叫他jj~是五个里面。。老爷排第二,跟我最好的那一个了。。。简直好朋友到。。。不懂要怎么讲了。。像姐妹一样。。。哈哈!!还记得我们的那句话吗??自豪,自high,自恋只是一线之差~~~哈哈!!所以啊,我们也时常自己自high.. 每次你很down的时候我都陪你自high咯。。如果我不得空,你都会跑来我这边然后自己自high咯。。强到。。这样都可以。。我没有话讲了咯。。哈哈。。我们是form3 同班时混熟的吧。。做我后面。。每次去到哪里都和我还有仙讲话咯。。男子像你酱多话讲我还是第一次见。。。哈!然后我们kawad比赛又同一组啊~谢谢咯。。帮我想formasi..然后又推荐我做commander。。全场只有我一个女的做commander咧。。呵呵。。拿到全场第二,也拿到thebest commander..呵呵。。谢了朋友。。过后form4 无端端你转来est 班,就和我同班了。。。又更加癫。。。什么都讲一餐饱。。然后上位了。。你做了我的助手。。更多时间接触到你了。。上课又见,st john 又见,补习又见。。哎哟哟。。不过。。还好你还会说笑啦。。然后大家就一起笑到大大声。。我们在对方眼里应该都没有形象了吧。。哈哈!还有!!你啊,除了男朋友打来和我讲电话讲久之外,第二久的就是你了耶!!废话一大堆。。哈哈~~每次聊我们公事的东西。。都聊很久咯。。烦到死。。。不过一切都过去了。。还好。。nah,我们是谈正经事啊。。不要误会啊。。呵呵。。所以嘛。。跟我可以那么要好。。珍惜点吧你。。。哈哈!!要感到光荣哦~~哈哈XD哦对了。。要谢谢。。搞了我们自己form的trip...to cameron highland... 大家玩得也很开心~~所以谢谢咯~~

男生有贤川,千亦,伟星,chee yong, weng han, 猛将,苏兄等等。。你们全部也是我的好哥儿们。。没有你们带来欢笑,st john 里就很静了。。呵呵。。还有啊,千亦,谢谢你每次被我们欺负哦~~哈哈!!可是现在没有了我们的欺负。。有没有很怀念以前阿??哈哈!

女生有阿mok, 阿屏,vidiana, honghong, pui yee,sin yee, ai xuan, 文瑜,wen hui,yee mun, tze xin,wei huey, huey yuin....love u all too... st john 的好姐妹。。。
p/s: 如果有遗漏的,请快快通知我啊。。我会快快加上去的。。任何不便,请多包涵。。呵呵~~





me and kok jean yi... james bond...hahaha!!
lao ye~~~
me and ah ping.... black and white...hehehe...
me and j j de kawad team~~ yeah! semangat!!!!!!!!
during winterblaze camp.....
yeah~~

i love u guys~~~~~~~