KMJ's dudes.... started miss you all badly edi....

graduated from kmj for one month ++ edi.... yet... still the mind.. full of kmj's memory... and dudes... be happy tat..u all are in my every single memory... i appreciate every single fren i knew in kmj... thk for bringing happiness to me... thk for facing problems together wit me.. thk for sharing every single thing of mine.... thk for acc me for the whole year in kmj..

every friendship tat i've got in kmj, i will rmb it forever... thk for being my frens... love u all so much... u guys are just so rock!!!!
me and dear yong qi~~
my best fren in kmj... my dear forever!!
rmb?? our very 1st photo in kmj!!! u wit ur yeng yeng de pose and me wit my yeng yeng de hair!
anna!! my another best fren....
we getting good juz when after orientation week... lolz...
we actually hav a lot of same favourite... we like sports... we are active... we used the same body glove bag... we chose the same game for our ko-k-volleyball....we are athletics...
and... everyone say we are twins!! do we really look alike???? hmm... wondering....

lee lien~~ ah liang.... the tallest fren i had in kmj...(other den vidiana la k....)
anything if i wanna share, will straight away walk to 3rd floor find u... 3.9 room.. i still rmb.. wont forget....
shucks... standing btw two tall gals.... luckily vid is not here huh~~
sue sien~~
my good fren since in primary school... we were in the same olahrage team... training together...till secondary school.. still the same... rumah merah... 4 by 100 and 4 by 400 we ran for the five years... and even, in kmj.. we still in the same gang.. somemore perform together- symphony!!
training badminton together.....
qiu siang.... 2.28.. a joke-maker..... wherever u are, there will always full of laugh and happiness... bring the spirit of bsb team to the highest point!
vidiana.. my indian babe~ same class for form 4 and form 5.. till enter the same kolej matrikulasi... we syok together in st john, in class, in kmj, in our gang.... haha!!
stacey~~ a penang gal~ dun let her outlook bluff!! actually she can play till very very crazy!! haha... always crazy and syiok sendiri wit her in kuliah caz we r from the same kuliah....i miss the moment we play and laugh and crazy in kuliah wit u and anna!!
someone who very proud tat she is a penang "lang"....
pei hong~~ u say i very care of u whenever u need... ya.. i did really care of u.. like caring a xiu mui mui... and pls know tat... all of us from 9 +2 gang are caring bout u!!
jolyn ch'ng~darling - a 24 season drummer
knew u in the end of life in kmj.... perform together in the stage... an orchestra- yang qin player and a drummer... two different style and instrument, yet we still can perform together~ fate~
act cool, rock, yeng.... but in real life actually u are cute la... dun act and bluff ppl anymore!! haha...
yee shang~~ my " zhi yin ren".. whenever i need a person to talk wit...u will juz appear in my room... always said tat u juz go wash ur cloth using washing machine and pass by oni.. but anyway, thk for acc me whenever i sad or happy... we really got fate... but our fate.. always... start from... the toilet...

shing jie~ selute to ur toughness seriously... wish u all the best in ur future!!! we are here for u, fren!!
kee lian~~ a dancer, a pi pa player... u really geng!! so many talents... happy to know u as my fren.... finally found an orchestra member in kmj!!! so happy!!!hope tat next time hav chance to perform wit u in the same stage!!! u are rock!!
the robotic symphony~~
xiu wen da jie~~ the smallest and cutiest fren i had!! ur voice really so special... so loud.. and high pitch...haha!!
although call u da jie.. but i treat u like xiao mei mei...
zi qian~~ same floor wit me in blok F.. previously always go find u to boil water.... but lastly u come and find me to boil water one time...haha....

lai ping jie... yong qi's classmate~~
sherwin~ my daughter 2~ (and bcaz of tis photo...i oni realise tat...i din took photo wit bearguin, hui xian... the hybrid of me and yong qi..... sad...)


gor gor, xiong yong. badminton guy.. a caring gor gor... thk for traiining wit me all the time b4 kakom....ur skill is very geng!! keep it up!!

xin ying~ squash gal and same kuliah wit me~
azie, ain syahin!! bsb members....
joo er~~ kuliah-mate
mushroom gang~~ dai lou, xiong yong, elvis, wen hao, cy,benjamin, kye shern, yong jian, qian hua, shi hao...
joel~ a nice guy.... a good ji mui perhaps.... hee... he is gentlemen, very geng in deklamasi sajak, acting in drama, playing badminton oso not bad......hee!
teng ching~ perak de st john, geng in kawad and chem got full mark b4!! phew!!

chris leong~ like to laugh loudly... play till very crazy....ellyn~~ a dancer... kl gal


my practicum~ H14!!
my besties in my practicum

volleyball team!! team terror... got no.3~
badmiton team~

my roommates.... we got " Bilik terceria" tis prize!! haha...so lucky.. see~~ my room not bad wat...

some malays... not as difficult to be wit as wat u think.. some are open-minded.. and some might me go crazy wit u!!!!

reborn of Venice Yong Pei Yee!!

一个崭新的熊佩仪~
一个新的开始，一个新的outlook,一头新的发型，brown copper+brown yellow的hairstyle...

at least photo can see a bit colour on my hair...haha

wah... the muscle still.... hee
tis photo took juz after i dye my hair... not tat obvious right.....

cool man....XD

tis seem like not change at all... still, love bearssssss
ah gal said after i did tis hair, look much more mature... is it???

结束了~我也回来了~

朋友，不用怀疑~我-回-来-啦！！！不是那个谁，不用贴标签！因-为-我-酷-炫！！我-回-来-啦！！！！！！！！

Feeling.....

Guys, it has been such a long time i din update my post edi.... b4 tis.... i juz found myself kinda busy..... even open up my laptop to on9 oso i feel no time....but now....

i decided to do tat.... not say i m not busy right now...juz tat....i hav a lot of feeling tat i wanna share it out.....

tis few months.... my life seem had a big big change.... not change in physically.. but literally.... tis is because i had been gone through something tat make my life very different.... if think negatively, ya, it is affecting me negatively... however, i choose to think positively... thus, it make my life hav a new perspective... it actually make me more mature.... i knew wat m i doing... although i dunno whether doing tis decision is a correct one or not, but at least i m choosing the way tat i wont ever ever regret throughout my life..... ya, as my title in my blog, fren is the most important to me right now....fren is my life, my life is for fren.....

to the two tat affect me the most in kmj.... thk for both of u bringing my life in such a differect way..... i m damn so glad tat i having both of u... is u all who change my life, is u all who make my life.....

sorry for doing anything tat make both of u sad.... sorry... and right now, i dunno tis is whether the correct way o not... but at least tis is the way tat can minimise most of the sadness of both of u....(sometimes may be will felt hurt but...sigh~~~ i dunno wat else i can do...) i will juz continue tis way, caz i think tis is the most comfortable way for me.....

its because of u all, i know deeply tat wat fren meant to me..... its because of u all, i will be more appreciate people tat around me... i will be more thkful to the god who present me friends tat around me....its because of u, i learnt tat no matter how hurt it is, i m going to tell out the truth...i m not going to tell lie in order not to hurt u, caz when u reveal the fact, it hurt u the most... u said, if it is really hurt, tell u directly, at least u will juz hurt deeply for awhile... but not to cover the truth caz when u reveal it, u will hurt deeply throughout ur life.... its because of u, i learnt to choose the way tat i feel i am happy, i m comfortable... in certain condition, not to think too much, juz follow my heart.... my feeling.... stay happy always as wat venice yong used to be right??? i knew it...thk for both of u....

now, tis day, tis hour, tis moment, i feel i m the most lucky one.... who having a dear and a good good friend...

The Works tat we done, is juz... worthy!

officially to announce tat.... congrate to members of 9(basketball players)+5(badminton players)--2B team!!!! We made it!!! we got it!! once again all of us achieve another great thing together!!!! all pass wit 4 flat!!!!!

i felt so happy is not bcaz me myself who got tis great result, but, is all of us who got tis great result!! i think our teachers oso proud of us...haha~~ guys, u all are so great..... keep it up and strike for 2nd sem!!!!

next, sure is thk our teachers who also sacrifice alot for us..... miss ng(a.k.a my god sis), pn chia(a.k.a my "kai ma"), miss oh and mdm lim~~ thk so much... without u all, we wont get tat kind of results... thk....

good job ah bi..... keep it up.... juz bliv tat u can do it and try ur very best to strike ur goal...its juz a beginning.... still hav one more sem to go.... tat one is the most crucial one.... so.... make sure i really work hard of it....

now... another thing is... about future... its time for me to set my future... no more bluring... ah bi... try to make a conclusion... and do nth, except, fighting to achieve ur target... gambateh!!!

specially for u de post.... HAPPY BDAY, ZI ZI

LIM KANG ZI!!!!! 1stly..... i wish u a very very happy bday!!!!! 18 edi weh..... no more a small kid edi..... grow bigger edi... must "shang shang xing xing", dun make ppl beside u worry about u... especially ur family, ur mummy and daddy..... and of course me....haha! must mature a bit edi la.... but not mean tat u cant go crazy wit ur frens la....(caz when i come back i nid u to go crazy wit me.... juz...WAIT FOR ME!)

I feel a bit guilty and.... not very happy caz u as my bestie...i cant even acc u by ur side to help u celebrate ur bday.....feel ..... not satisfy... haiz...juz cant post in ur wall post in fb, write a post in blog specially for u... and.... juz now trying to call u but cant reach u ..... i will try it later....other den tis....i dunno wat else i can do for u..... sigh~~ useless.... cant even go inti find u caz i m not at home.....feel so sorry about tis.... and i promise u tat after i graduated from kmj, i will celebrate ur bday for every year..... hmm.....

anyway, 18th bday is such a big bday.... fully enjoy it and share ur happiness wit ur frens tat beside u and ur family......

lastly, happy bday again, my lovely zi zi~

我。。又回来了，KMJ

家人篇

这次回来，有点不舍家了。。。毕竟，这次的放假，是从开学到现在，最长的一次假期。。。我想念的，不是家，不是我的房，不是我温暖的床，不是我可爱的狗狗。。。是，我的家人和中学的朋友。。。

对朋友的想念。。我想我不必多说了。。。你们，心照了吧。。。说多，我怕你们会说我恶心，肉麻。。。哈。。。。

对家人的想念。。。非笔墨所能形容。。。每次回来，你们见到我。。很开心。。在想到底要带我去哪里玩，吃什么好的，补的。。买什么东西给我。。。可是，不孝的我，却每次都让你们见到我的行李，多过见我。。。每次回到来，我都在想，今天到底应该和哪里一帮朋友见面，叙一叙旧。。。想到了，当朋友on,我就on....没有爽约过。。。但，我几何想过，今天应该陪妈妈去哪里。。明天应该陪爸爸去打球。。。。后天和家人去以前常去的餐馆吃晚餐。。。不是没想过，想过，却没做到。。。

在我生命里。。。我每次都把朋友跟家人画上等号。。两者对我都是最重要的。。。可是，每次回到去，都说：“哇！好久没见这个朋友了！一定要去见见她！！”“咦。不知道，她过得怎样了。。一定找他出来喝喝茶，看看近况”可是，我却没有说过；“爸，妈，我好想你们。。。”

一开始，我以为，我大了。。可以自己出去闯了。。。希望daddy,mummy不用担心我。。。我可以自己一个人生活的！是啊，没错，我真的很独立，没要他们担心！！还想做一些事情是让你们为我这个女儿而骄傲！！我也做到了。。。KAKOM参加的是全马的matrics ，我成功获得女单冠军，女双也勉强拿了个季军。。。UPS 拿了3点多。。这是唯一不满意的。。。迟些，不会打排球的我，也竟然拿了排球季军。。。sem 1 的大考，我也尽力去读，考成怎样，还要等成绩出了才懂。。可是，一个人为了梦想而飞，拼命飞，飞久了，也累了。。。突然想回到爸，妈的怀抱。。。还是你们的怀抱，最温暖的。。。最舒服的。。。爸，妈，我飞累了，我想你们了。。

想到这，刚好就是sembreak 的时候。。。真的很开心，很欣慰，见到daddymummy 都是老样子。。肥肥的，胖胖的。。。健康的。。。开心的。。。我真的真的不准你们任何一个跟我瘦下来。。。都要健健康康的！！

爸，妈，对不起。。。每次回到去，都会先以朋友为重。。。因为我觉得。。。朋友，很难有机会见面。。所以。。应该去见见他们。。。可是，朋友又这边一堆，那边一堆。。见面不是一天就见完所有的朋友。。。直到，有一天，我载着妈妈，经过以前我们时常经过的路。。妈咪突然对我说：“阿bi,你知道吗？你没回来这么久，我就这么久没经过这条路了。。。还有，最近背痒，没人帮我抓痒。。还真的蛮痛苦的。。。”daddy也说。。：“bi,你好像。。很久没陪爸爸去打球了。。。今晚要陪爸爸去打球吗？”我听了。。心都揪起来了。。。。没错。。以前，我在他们身旁时，的确，差不多每天，载着妈咪，走过那条路。。一起去吃早餐。。。吃完了，再走另一条路，去打包给狗狗吃的东西。。。晚上，妈咪背会很痒。。。都是我。。。每次都不愿意的帮她抓痒。。。每次抓不到一下，就心不甘，情不愿，问：“到底好了没啊？？好累啊！！”终于抓完了痒，妈咪又会要求。。。帮她按摩。。我有时推掉，有时帮她按一下。。而爸爸呢，我每次都说。。：“爸，你那边打得uncle全部有时到，有时又没到。。。都不好打的。。”过后就没陪爸爸去了。。。

大了，懂事了。。回到去，不管前一晚有多迟睡，有多累，第二天，会很早怕起来，叫醒妈咪，一起去吃早餐。。。载着她，走平常走过的路。。。她没说什么，上扬的嘴角，证明我做的一切，都值得，不管有多累。。。晚上，自己问，咪，你的背痒吗？？然后自动帮她抓痒。。顺便按摩。。。至于daddy呢，不管当天和朋友出去玩到有多累，脚走了多久，多远的路。。尤其是自己搭车回家。。。我都会赶紧到时间，回到家，问爸爸：“今天有得打羽球吗？？我要打！我还要配你！！帮你杀完全场！！”爸爸没说什么，笑笑，点个头。。。坐爸爸车，去以前的中学打球。。近近的距离，竟然可以累得睡着。。。到了，爸爸叫我起身，他说：“其实你那么累，不用勉强自己陪我打的！！”伸个懒腰，我说，“爸，我哪里累！我养个神，等下才可以集中全力，帮你赢到底啊！！你明白我的苦心咩？？”然后，爸爸大笑，我也大笑了。。。当天打球，脚步尽管是很浮，气有多么的短，我都撑到底。。。虽然脚是很累了。。。全身也精疲力尽了。。。但看到爸爸在胜利后的微笑，一切，也是值得的。。。

我这么小的付出。。一点都不算什么。。。比起爸爸，妈妈的付出。。。我的简直微不足道。。。这次回来了。。。我会重整我的心情。。。在好好努力向前冲！！我不知道我是否可以成为最优秀的学生，但我可以尽全力去拼，去闯。。。不会让你们所做的一切，白白浪费。。。

这次回去，我懂了一个道理。。。孩子们出去闯，孩子需要学会独立。。。家长们，也需要学会独立。。。他们需要学会，在没有孩子陪伴的日子里也好好，开心度过每一天。。。

今天下午，出门前，跟我又爱又恨的姐姐来个深深拥抱。。。她要我好好读书。。我回答她说，：“姐，你很长气。。我会的啦！还有，每次回来你都投诉我整天睡过去你的枕头！（因为她搬来和我睡。。）过了今天，又没有人跟你抢枕头了哦！好好做猪吧你。。。”抱完了，她马上转回头，进房间了。。她又哭了。。。我没哭。。因为我知道。。我很快可以回来和你抢枕头了。。。
爸爸妈妈，送我回college前，停在一间餐馆吃东西，他们叫了好料，我喜欢的菜，和平是没叫过的药材鸡。。我问他们为什么叫这个？他们异口同声说，要补好你的身子。。一个人在外面，不是时常有得补。。。我点了头，坐着一旁，没说什么。。药材鸡来时，我第一个舀来吃。。一直吃，吃到饱为止。。。我知道daddy mummy的用心良苦。。那只鸡。。我吃了它的两只鸡腿。。喝了很多药材汤。。。

回之前。。。爸爸抱着我，在我头上轻轻说，阿bi,好好读，专心读。。还说了一句超级老套的话。。可是对我来说，它从此成了我的座右铭。。。要光宗耀祖。。。我听了，心里流泪了。。。故意开玩笑，问爸爸光宗耀祖四个字，到底怎么写啊？？爸爸也开玩笑说，耀是要不要的要，祖是煮东西的煮。。整天想着“煮”就会吃多多。。。等下回来变肥肥你就知道！！哈！！妈咪也来个深深的拥抱。。。每次抱的时候会闻下我的颈。。说。。：“这么大了，还有baby的味道！！”哈！！大家就在哈哈大笑的情况下。。离别了。。他们上了车。。遥遥手，走了。。

回到房间。。我忍住了。。可是，视线还是有点模糊了。。。